chapter 1 :
And love is the ultimate need. Everything else is secondary. Everything else is just a means to that great end. If love happens then all has happened; if love does not happen then nothing has happened, the whole of life has just been a wasteland.

And it is very rare that love blooms, because the soil that the society provides is not adequate for it. In fact, it obstructs it. It poisons the seed. It teaches people to be full of hate, anger, ambition, possessiveness.

Society is founded not on love but on hate. It depends on struggle, violence, war. It can't afford love. Love will take away the whole foundation on which it stands. For millions of years society has remained that way. And unless society's foundation is changed, it will not become a really human phenomenon. It will remain something between the animal and the man, a half-way house. Society goes on carrying all the violence that is there in the animals and has dropped all the love that is there. In terms of heart, it is not evolution; it is a degradation. And as far as that is concerned, christians are right -- that man has fallen from grace, that man has committed some original sin.

I may not agree with their details about what sin man has committed -- I may not agree, but some sin has been committed. The whole of society has taken a wrong direction. The direction has to be changed, and one has to begin with oneself because there is no other beginning; you cannot begin with the other.

Take the risk of being in love with existence. It is risky because nobody will support you. It is risky because even your own mind will be against it. It is risky because you will fail, fail utterly in this world and the ways of this world. But to fail in the ways of the world is to succeed in the eyes of God. That's what Jesus means when he says 'Those who are the first in this life will be the last in my kingdom of God,' and vice versa. The person who succeeds in a hateful society succeeds because he is more violent than others, more cunning than others, more clever, more manipulating, more pseudo, than others. He succeeds only by selling his soul. And only the man who cannot succeed in this life can succeed in the other. Yes, those who are the last will be the first. And lovers are the last here. They lose all but they protect the most precious thing.

So become more loving and remember that if you love, God is always there to satisfy all your needs. Trust, and whatsoever is needed is always given. If it is not given, that simply shows it is not needed.

Sometimes pain is needed, then pain is given. Sometimes shocks are needed, so shocks are given. And sometimes it is sadness, misery, that brings maturity -- then it is given. Sometimes it is poverty that brings to inner richness, then it is given. But always remember: whatsoever is given, is needed, and whatsoever is needed, is always given. That is the meaning of : become love and become trust.

And I have been waiting for you for a long time!

You have come home. You have knocked on many doors in vain -- now let this door be the last....

A relationship is a miracle. It should not happen really, scientifically it should not happen. It happens because man is not yet scientific. And it is good that he is not yet scientific, and he is never going to be absolutely scientific. Something illogical will remain in the heart of man. That keeps the flame of humanity alive, otherwise man becomes a machine. Only machines are utterly adjusted, a machine is never maladjusted.

So this is the problem facing every couple:
total conflict and all is destroyed , there is no bridge between you and the other, a relationship doesn't exist.total adjustment and again the relationship disappears because there is no more flow, there is no more hope. Just between the two, exactly in the middle between adjustment and conflict, a little bit of adjustment, a little bit of conflict.... And they go together. They look contradictory but they are complementary.

If one can remember that, one remains sane,otherwise a relationship can drive you insane. There are moments when it drives people insane, when it is too much to bear. So never ask for absolute adjustment. Just a little bit is more than enough , feel grateful for that ! and let the relationship remain a flow. Be together, but don't become one. Be together, but don't become absolutely unconnected. Remain two and yet in contact. That's what I mean by the middle.

And be a little more alert. One has to be a little more conscious when one is moving in love, and one has to be careful about the other. Whatsoever you do affects him

Taste like chicken ??..... pasti yg nemu org vietnam neh ... trus di bikin daging cacah buat isi lumpia ....

Waktu gw kecil dulu ... suka maenan Yo-yo tapi bukan bikin trick macam macam .. gw maen nya gini neh ... yo-yo gw adu ... jadi gw banting lawan Yo-yo nya temen gw ... siapa yg ga pecah ya menang hhihihihi .... ini ma bukan maenan yak ??? ini vandalisme hihihihihi

sekarang ada kontest yo-yo di jepang watch clips
buanyak banget trick2 nya .... HEBAT !!

nah kalo dah belajar yg tadi sekarang boleh ikutin ini ... David Elsewhere

Learn Breakdance part 2 - Rockin'

Lord of the FREAKS

Learn Breakdance ! - today ... HEADSPIN

boris

hari ini gw posting ... pemenang idol di NL tahun lalu( 2004 ) Boris Titulaer nama nya
se umur2 ga pernah nonton acara ini ... kebetulan nih lagu soul lama yg gw suka bangets ..
dan dia ini ( si pemenang ) ada darah indonesia nya loh ... hihihi informasionk aja kok ....
ga malu2 in kan org indo di NL ???? kecuali gw ! vid clips click here ( papa was a rolling stones )
masih banyak vid clips yg laen nya
- when doves cry
-play that funky music
-whats goin' on
update :
kalo mau liat site nya click here s.v.p
siapa tau pada suka loe .... imut kok anak nya

Nivea feat Lil John - OKAY

Cool lightertricks ! CLICK S V P

Nivea feat Lil John - "OKAY"
yeah Lil John ... Again !!!

D I C A R I

Wanita berpendidikan minimum S2
lancar berbahasa inggris , jawa , indonesia ,belanda , prancis , china ,spanyol, gaelic
Siap di tempatkan di mana saja
+/- berumur 21-28 tahun
berparas menarik , berkulit mulus
communicative , talkactive , representative
Berpengalaman di bidang IT bussines /Media

Kirimkan foto beserta CV anda
beserta riwayat hidup , surat kelakuan baik , tidak pernah berurusan dgn pihak kepolisian,
surat keterangan bebas depresif ( dr rumah sakit jiwa )

update :

satu reaksi yg telah saya trima



When we don't talk
When we don't touch
When it doesn't feel like we're even in love
It matters to me
When I don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me

ooooouuuwh .... i love u sooooooo much ! dawg .......

NEW Nike commercial ....... cool !!

Don't... don't you wish we tried?

Do you feel what I feel inside?

You know our love is stronger than pride...

ohNo don't... don't let your anger grow

Just tell me what you need me to know

Please talk to me, don't close the door

Hmmm, 'cause I wanna hear youI wanna be near you

Don't fight, don't argue

Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry

Just let me love you

Don't turn me away

Don't tell me to go

Don't!...

Don't give up on trust

Don't give up on me, on us

If we could just hold on long enough Hmmm, we can do it

We'll get through it

Shania Twain - DONT ( click here s v p )

weitssssssssssssss ..
blog yg biasa gw kunjungin bakalan hiatus neh .. ga tau sampai kapan ..
tulisan nya dia sih oke oke aja ... ringan untuk di baca dan selalu ada sisi positif buat ke depan nya ... kadang depresif , kadang happy ... tapi kan ya begitulah hidup .. ups en downs ..
ok reen .. good luck wherever u r ..... keep writtin'

Back to my ol` life .....
Quiet, hopeless , heartless , loveless , less , lesssss , more less
Less is more
update :
heeeeeeeeeeee .. akhirnya datang juga pesenan CD gw setelah 6 bulan nyari , rare trax linkin park vol 1 & 2 ( bootlegs albums )

ini cd Studio EP . first demo ada beberapa lagu dgn vocalist nya Mark Hakerfeld ... ( ga se tinggi Chester triakan nya )
vol 2 track 7 , judul lagu nya High voltage .... kereeeeeeeeeeen bangets

You know what I mean
You could put a label on a life,Put a label on a lifestyle
Sometimes...
You knowPut a label on how you wake up every morning
And go to bed at night
I’ve been diggin into crates ever since
I was livin in space
Before the ratrace, before monkeys had human traits
I mastered numerology and bigbang theology
Performed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology
Invented the mic so I could start blessin it
Chincheckin kids to make my point like an impressionist
Many men have tried to shake us But I twist mic cords in double helixes and show them what I’m made ofI buckle knees like leg braces Cast the spell of instrumental-ness and all of you emcees who hate us
So you can try on,Leave you without a shoulder to cry on